I am upset. I have been upset from the beginning of this month. My feeling is influenced by the weather. The weather hasn't been bad. It hasn't been hot and cold. There is no reason the weather makes me irritated. I should have been comfortable. But there is nothing under control. Someone lied to me. Someone broke her word. Someone doesn't follow the schedule. Someone has been lazy. One of the workshops was not useful. How many stupid people are around me? Don't bother me. I don't care what you do. I will never listen to you, trust you and be involved with you. Leave me alone.