Have you ever watched the TV drama "Once Upon a Time"? It's one of my favorite TV dramas. One of the characters is a foster mother of a boy. She loves the boy very much. She does anything to protect him. In the story, she is not a heroine but a villain. I've never like villains, but she is the exception. She takes care of him well, but she doesn't spoil him. I might be doting upon my son now. I want to do whatever he wants, because he will go back to his dormitory in three weeks. While he is at the dormitory, there is nothing I can do for him. That's very helpful, but sometimes I feel empty. I think I still cling to him emotionally. If I could , I would be with him all the time.
Now I need to get up early every day to make a lunch box for him. That's about it all for now. Talk to you soon.